You really hit the sky, stars get into your eyes
starve and burn away the pain, age will make him go away
I drank your blood, it looked like wine
I drank your blood, it looked like mine

I'll kill myself in your bed
you won't remember what she said
I'll kill myself in your bed
you won't forget

follow the doctor, he gives you what he got her
climb into his bed of dolls, pretend you have a soul
I drank your blood, it looked like wine
I drank your blood, it looked like mine

I'll kill myself in your bed
you won't remember what she said
I'll kill myself in your bed
you won't forget

you look like a girl again, you can love yourself again
you look like a girl again, you can drown yourself again
I drank your blood, it looked like wine
I drank your blood, it looked like mine

I'll kill myself in your bed you won't remember what she said
I'll kill myself in your bed you won't forget

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I've been breaking since my birth
Death is easy if life is worse
I pray that I might survive
But I'm withering inside

She left me here alone again
Left me ruined and ashamed
Gave me blisters in my mouth
Silenced me and shut me out

So girl infected I kill boy germs
Death is easy, lets take turns
A Saint with 2 red horns
Wishing you were never born

She left me here alone again
Left me ruined and ashamed
Gave me blisters in my mouth
Silenced me and shut me out

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They blame the freak, it's either you or me
tear me open, glass can't bleed
one hundred hands all at my feet, all wanting release
I torture myself with my own dreams

hey boy in chains
don't I make you feel like god
you'll feel release when you see god

this angel's broke it's wings
paralysed
there's no one left to save you, nowhere left to die
one hundred voices, my voice remains unheard
everything I touch just falls apart

hey boy in chains
don't I make you feel like god
you'll feel release when you see god

they blame the creep, still wonder what's in me
I am disease
tear me open, tear me open, tear me open please

hey boy in chains
don't I make you feel like god
you'll feel release when you see god

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Take me away, don't want to live
take everything I will not give
I hide inside this once alive, faded body
shamed and mine

victimise - you fear me
terrified - you need me
victimise - I'm easy
blind eyes - hate what you see

take me home, I need a soul
your being nice just left me cold
I hide beneath this strong belief
everything has raped me
no faith to keep

victimise - you fear me
terrified - you need me
victimise - I'm easy
blind eyes - hate what you see

cure me

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My head aches
get of my mind
you always look so sweet
but I know the truth
the truth will eat at you

I hate this. I hate them. I hate love. I hate her
I hate this. I hate them. I hate this. I hate her

my hand shake won't let you go
you act so innocent
I can see your scars
they shine like mine

I hate this. I hate them. I hate love. I hate her
I hate this. I hate them. I hate this. I hate her

I'll spit in your heart
I'll piss on your grave
I will make you sick
so we look the same

I hate this. I hate them. I hate love. I hate her
I hate this. I hate them. I hate this. I hate her
I hate this. I hate you. I hate love. I hate her.
I hate them. I hate you. I hate her
I hate myself

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("in memory of a fine-toned jealousy")

I am your poison, you drank me dry
I crucify you, watch love die
I kissed the devil, I kissed a liar
threw my body, into your fire

i'm screaming at you
you cannot hear me
don't you want me?
you'll fear me

face like jesus, mouth like sin
hands that tore my arms from him
and when I cry, you bleed me dry
trust fucked by a perfect lie

i'm screaming at you
you cannot hear me
don't you want me?
you'll fear me

the mirror of truth is lying to me
it says i'm beautiful, it says i'm clean
the mirror of truth keeps lying to me
and it's making me feel so ugly

i'm screaming at you
you cannot hear me
don't you want me?
you'll fear me

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I want to grow up into you
grow inside of you feel every ache, feel every move
but how do i compare to you, when i'm nothing?
am i something? i don't know anything

'til there's nothing left to hold
'til there's nothing left to hold
'til there's nothing left to hide
'til i can feel inside

eating pride right out of your hand, i'll be a slave
i'll be a man, do all i can
but how do i escape from me, when i'm empty?
am i something? i don't know anything

'til there's nothing left to hold
'til there's nothing left to hold
'til there's nothing left to hide
'til i can feel inside

I stand at your command
close my eyes, take your hand
half an angel, half a man
gave you everything i could and all that i can

'til there's nothing left to hold
'til there's nothing left to hold
'til there's nothing left to hide
'til i can feel inside

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Bones are so pretty
they shine through flesh
happiness is empty
they'll be nothing left

don't want a crown
no pressure and the weight goes down
it goes down
take a bow

it's not for you to see
I hide under my shadow
can't vomit I am empty
not even flesh and bones

don't want a crown
no pressure and the weight goes down
it goes down
take a bow

I feel fine
I feel fine
I feel fine
I feel fine

don't want a crown
no pressure and the weight goes down
it goes down
take a bow

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Don't rearrange everything I say
don't go and kill everyone I like
I can't stand your touch
you try to know me, but now you know too much

this priceless body has no soul
I should love but they keep letting go
this priceless body has no soul
I should love but they keep letting go

don't try to change everything I am
don't take away everyone I feel
still waiting to explode
still waiting to feel bad

this priceless body has no soul
I should love but they keep letting go
this priceless body has no soul
I should love but they keep letting go

I don't feel at home
I choose to be alone
I am the doll with no soul
I've never had control
I don't feel at home
I choose to be alone
I am the doll with no soul
I've never had control

this priceless body has no soul
I should love but they keep letting go
this priceless body has no soul
I should love but they keep letting go